I don’t know why it is that I can’t sleep lately, it’s kind of frustrating. Last night I tried laying in bed starting at about midnight, and around 2 I was still lying there awake, so I decided to read. I stopped reading about 2:45 and I remember seeing the time at 4:35. I’m guessing I fell asleep shortly after that, but still… that’s ridiculous.
I’ll be in Jackson in about 5 days and 6 hours, which is pretty exciting… I think I’ll sleep a lot better in his arms.
Here I am up again tonight thinking that if I continued to read, I could finish this book and get all the way through the next book I want to read (it’s only a few hundred pages) before noon….. and seriously considering it. …
(at this point in typing this up, I decided I needed more but didn’t know what to say, so I thought for a while)
We’re going to Bay City to see fireworks tomorrow… we as in my mom’s side of the family, including Grandma, Grandpa, Aunt Ann, Uncle Ron, Carment, Autmn, David, and Kevin. I’m anticipating it to be quite a bit of fun for some reason, though in the past it has seemed really boring. Usually the adults talk and the conversation just barely is interesting enough to not ignore completely, so I’ve never been able to do a bunch of reading while waiting for darkness to fall (we always go at like 5pm, which is kind of ridiculous considering fireworks don’t start until quite a few hours after that).
… and of course mom and dad will probably have Megan drive there, now that she has her permit ( i know, it’s weird that she can drive now)… so they’ll be telling her how to drive and ruining my concentration for reading on the way there and back 😦
I think I’ll try listening to some shakuhachi music. See if it helps me to relax enough to sleep. I’ll finish my book tomorrow, there’s no need to completely wreck my sleep scheedule by reading until dawn.
Good night all